30 day extended

Back to the 30day challenge

to get up to date here is a refresher

Here's a list of the daily post list:

Day 01: A Recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 02: A picture of something you cannot live without.

Day 03: A habit that you wish you didnt have.

Day 04: List 15 songs that represent your life's soundtrack.

Day 05: A picture of somewhere you've been to.

Day 06: A hobby you have.

Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08: Short term goals for this month and why

Day 09: Something/someone you're proud of.

Day 10: A story about a past relationship.

Day 11: A picture of something you dislike.

Day 12: A picture of your room & dont cheat by cleaning it. Share a secret.

Day 13: Write a letter telling someone something you could never tell them.

Day 14: A picture of something you ate and 10 confessions.

Day 15: Put your iPod on shuffle & share the first 10 songs that play.

Day 16: Something you could live without.

Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why.

Day 18: Plans/dreams/goals you have.

Day 19: Nicknames you have & how or why you have them

Day 20: If you had 3 wishes, what would they be.

Day 21: Share a picture from your day

Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else.

Day 23: What is something you crave.

Day 24: Share a story about your past that you are ashamed of.

Day 25: What I would find in your bag.

Day 26: Places you want to visit before you die.

Day 27: Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?

Day 28: A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then.

Day 29: In the past month, what have you learned.

Day 30: A picture of you today & 20 goals you want to accomplish.

Day 14: A picture of something you ate and 10 confessions.

Day 14: A picture of something you ate and 10 confessions.

Seriously these things are AMAZING I feel guilty for eating them they aer soooooo good the dough is just right they smell just like fresh bread.. they are and they are at the hospital ohhh they are so yummy.

10 confession

1. I have a serious addiction to carbs please refer to above pic. I would eat them here or there I would eat them any where I would eat them in a house with a mouse. .. Yeah you get the idea.

2. I hate it when people say they will call you back and don't... am glad I never hold my breath.

3. I like rap music and in my house this is sometimes the sin of all sins Hubby HATES it.

4. Hate having to go to the grocery store after I already get home!!! GRRRR

5. I get nervous around guys even though I'm married and love my husband I still feel like I shouldn't talk to them cuz I'm not cute or pretty enough.(this does not include my hubby or Friends)

6.The smell of perfumes will sometimes send me running for a bathroom if its to strong.

7. It drives me NUTS to listen to people chew. SO badly so I just want to smack the shit out of them!! The girl I work with is doing this RIGHT NOW and I'd like to beat the shit out of her!!

8. I have a nose ring.

9. I'm not sure I want to b e a nurse and yet I'm going back to school to be one!

10.I'm scared HALF OUT OF MY MIND about going back to school!!

.Day 13: Write a letter telling someone something you could never tell them.

Day 13: Write a letter telling someone something you could never tell them.

This is also really hard for me. For the simple fact that I really tell everyone pretty much what is on my mind. I may sometimes sugar coat it so it doesn't come out as harsh as in my head but none the less it still happens. I do wish I could tell my dad the truth about something but I'm sure if I did it would crush him! He's the only one though. Everyone else gets the blunt end of the stick.

Day 12: A picture of your room & dont cheat by cleaning it. Share a secret.

Day 12: A picture of your room & don't cheat by cleaning it.

Share a secret.
1st the secret ...AHAHAHA my room is a mess so no pic for you yet ... maybe by the end of the week cuz really who is gonna post a pic of their messy room!! And now you know I have a messy room there happy? Oh a real secret? Ok how bout I got a new puppy and yes it is a secret for the simple fact that I don't want any one to know cuz I'm ashamed that I paid an arm and a leg for her( ok an arm and a leg for a poor person :)

I love how warm and inviting this room is I really like everything about it EXCEPT for the rocking horse just to the right of the chair there (yeah I took a min to find it too. I'm pretty sure that on the other side of the picture there is another set of windows with an ocean just beyond the windows and on the opposite wall of the bed there is a large book shelf. I love how this room looks so cozy and inviting. I could also go without the hats on the bed and the rose petals just messy stuff to pick up later.

Day 11: A picture of something you dislike.

Day 11: A picture of something you dislike.

there you have it the most disgusting thing EVER the reason I picked this picture is because it was cut open and I especially dislike how the tomatoes are gushy on the inside.

On a side note I have no problems eating ketchup or salsa or chili just dislike the raw tomato by it self.

Day 10

Day 10: A story about a past relationship.

This one is kinda hard for me because I didn't really have "boyfriends" before I met my hubby. We where young when we met and young when we got married. There was this one guy that I dated for a while total loser he came to visit a lot and he gave me a ride home in his truck once I looked in the glove box and it was FULL of condoms I was scared half to death .. what I was like 15. The next time he came over I went and hid at a friends house till he left lol.

Day 09:

Day 09: Something/someone you're proud of.



This one is pretty easy. I am very proud of my sister she is a single mom and has had a ruff go of it sometimes (yes I know she does it to her self sometimes) but she is doing good and she is going back to school! I am so proud of her. I think it would be so hard and REALLY scary to go back after this long! I hope nothing but the best for her afterall she def deserves it!

Day 8

Day 08: Short term goals for this month and why.



Lets see of course theres always the good standby ... lose weight for the same reasons like be healthier and look hot BWAHAHAHAHAHAH. but alas its true.



My other goals for this month is to get into a regular cleaning schedule. I am very much a creature of habbit and if I don't put my stuff in the same place I lose it. If I come in to work through a different door in the AM I forget to clock in. Thus leaving my house very chaotic and a mess most times so my goal is to set a schedule and follow it for 12 weeks and hopefully it will help me to stay on track.



Third goal this month is to have fun I love the fall season and I make the most of it. I would like to make a couple more apple pies and 2 more apple crisps and some cake pops. I like to do fun things with the kids on Halloween such as monster toast and mummy hot dogs and every year a friend and I pick a scary place to take the kids (haunted) and then we proceed to scare the crap out of them and quite often ourseleves!! It's great fun!

Day 7

Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.



I know it's cleche to do this but f course I pick my kids. They make me want to be a better person and be a good mother. Just please refer to the pic of my children from a prior post. :)

Day 6

A hobby I have.

I'm going to have to pick photography. I LOVE how you can capture so many different views of the same thing with lighting or a change, a stance, or a smile.

Day 5

This is Roatan. When I think of a tropical island .. this is what I imagine in my head truly amazing here the water was sooooo clear and the island so lush.

Day 4

15 songs .. hmm this one is hard for me I don't really have songs that represent my life more so songs that remind me of times in my life.

1. Mambo # 5 .. Just a good time in my life I remember feeling carefree and having a good time when this song came out.

2. The jagged little pill sound track. We had gotten our first place and I would often listen to this CD when I wanted to clean the house (which wasn't to often :P)

3.My ding a ling. Yeah I know lol. But it reminds me of my dad and how much fun we had with him when we where kids. He taught us ALL sorts of stuff a lot that he shouldn't have.

4.Oh what a beautiful morning. My grandpa sang this to us everyday we where there right before he died. Not the entire song and to be honest I didn't know it was part of a song until the day before he died. I will never hear it and not cry because while .. He was the best man I have EVER met and always will be.

5.Save tonight. I HATE THIS SONG

6.Thunder struck. Reminds me of a little blue truck and good friends and LOADS of fun!!!


7. The rainbow connection. My mom played this on her record player for me when I was young. I was really a sad kid and this song was so awesome to me. Like there had to be something better out there. It gave me hope.

8. When you say nothing at all. My husband is VERY quite most of the time but still gives me butterflies when he smiles


9. Oh little playmate.. LOL my grandma used to sing this to us when we where little I remember singing it to my cousin when she was a baby and to my kids and nieces and nephews.

10. CCR greatest hits. The whole thing is awesome just makes me feel good.

11. Sweet home Alabama. another feel good :)

12. So this is Christmas.. reminds me again of my dad.

13. Life is a highway. Reminds me of my mom. She played this song on the piano and we would sing it with her.


14. Heart of gold. I think of my uncle when this song is played and how he sings it much better than Neil Young :P It's a beautiful song!!


15. No one else on earth. has dual meaning and I used to listen to this one over and over and over again. I listened so much the cd wasn't any good anymore!

Day 3

A habit I wish I didn't have hmm this one is easy... I wish I didn't eat every thing under the sun and I wish I didn't swear as much (yeah news years resolution not going so well)

Day 2

A Picture of my kids and hubby. Really I don't think I could live without them. Every day when I come home they make me smile and I often think to my self that I am so lucky to have them!!

30 Day Blog challenge

I'm going to try the 30 day challenge which should really be a challenge for me beings that I can't seem to do one weekly :P

This is me on the ship in May


15 intresting things about me

1. Polished or not I collect rocks

2. AC/DC is one of my favorite bands

3. I LOVE LOVE LOVE bread

4. I know how to ride a motorcycle but haven't done it in a few years.

5. I sang choir in high school and failed my junior year.

6. I once got my head stuck in a dresser drawer.

7. Went on my first cruise in May LOVED it and will def. be going again!!!!

8. I love to bake!

9. Even tho I live in Nebraska I'm not a husker fan. SHH don't tell the neighbors or coworkers your liable to get hurt if said out loud.

10. Love the smell of fresh cut grass and lilacs

11. Love to read

12. I'm from the Black Hills in SD and would like to move back when I retire.

13. Both of my children have the same father even tho they are 10 years apart... you'd be surprised at the people who ask this question :/

14. I love to take photos of anything and everything and often find my self stopping to take pictures of the kids or animals or trees. (yeah I'm a nerd like that )

15. I often pick up the accents of the characters in books.. not out loud of course

Here's a list of the daily post list:

Day 01: A Recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 02: A picture of something you cannot live without.

Day 03: A habit that you wish you didnt have.

Day 04: List 15 songs that represent your life's soundtrack.

Day 05: A picture of somewhere you've been to.

Day 06: A hobby you have.

Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08: Short term goals for this month and why

Day 09: Something/someone you're proud of.

Day 10: A story about a past relationship.

Day 11: A picture of something you dislike.

Day 12: A picture of your room & dont cheat by cleaning it. Share a secret.

Day 13: Write a letter telling someone something you could never tell them.

Day 14: A picture of something you ate and 10 confessions.

Day 15: Put your iPod on shuffle & share the first 10 songs that play.

Day 16: Something you could live without.

Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why.

Day 18: Plans/dreams/goals you have.

Day 19: Nicknames you have & how or why you have them

Day 20: If you had 3 wishes, what would they be.

Day 21: Share a picture from your day

Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else.

Day 23: What is something you crave.

Day 24: Share a story about your past that you are ashamed of.

Day 25: What I would find in your bag.

Day 26: Places you want to visit before you die.

Day 27: Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?

Day 28: A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then.

Day 29: In the past month, what have you learned.

Day 30: A picture of you today & 20 goals you want to accomplish.

follow up

just a little catch up on my dad. I met the girl friend (that post should have been sent a month or so a go but meh I had it stashed. I must say I like her I like her a lot she is a rock collector like myslef she loves to fish like my mom ( which means well be able to do things as a big happy family) cuz my mom and dad get a long really well together and she did meet my mom and my mom loves her to so all is going to be great! My sister loves her and she didn't say one bad word about any one in my family!! Thank God!!!

Vacation

Just got back from vacation..... I think its time to leave already. While there I ran for the 9 days while we were gone I didn't have 1 back ache, 1 sore throat, and wasn't short of breath no matter what I did. Now 3 days after getting back I have all these things and am pretty sure that if I stop moving for more than 3 seconds I will fall asleep no matter what I'm doing at the time!! I believe it could be due to the fact that I haven't seen hide no hair of the sun since we left and my vacation was filled with nothing but the sun! It was awesome. We got some things from Delsoul for the kids ( a shop that sells things that change color in the sun) BWAHAHAHAHA jokes on me :P. Time to get back to work catch ya all later.

Craziness

This week had been CRAZY!! good but crazy.


So monday I went to DSs (dear son just eaiser this way) parent teacher confrecnces. Hes doing pretty well not as well as I'd like him to do but hes only 4 and I guess I shouldn't expect so much out of him. For pete sakes I'm not asking for much here I just want him to recite the Pie formula the equations for LV function and the 50 states and all while standing on one foot and being poked with a sick. No really he does pretty good I just think he should be further along than he is and really its a matter of my own short commings because if I were taking more time to teach him these things, he would know them by now. And why do you ask is it soooo important??? So when he decides to write his own blog he doesn't have run on sentences and have no Idea where the comma and periods are supposed to go!!!!!





DD (dear daughter)s was last night and I must say she does really well even if she got her first C OMG A C in the last 8 years. She has promised to rectify this and said her teacher is really boring and hard to listen to in class (which I must agree I meet her last night and were talking monotone city here. Even tho the teacher did say this was the hardest semester becasue they intoduced verbs and conjatives eek spelling ) With that ,huge things are expected of her... why you ask? Let me tell you ... because she can deliver thats why... she can have all A's if she wants then but she doesn't like spanish class because its boring and she will dilly dally in that class.


We, Dh and I signed up for ballroom dance classes! I'm very excited about this and can't wait altho my dad is coming this weekend so we won't be able to go this week so next Friday we start! I hope it helps because to be honest my husband has NO rhythm I MEAN NONE!! and I Love to dance inspite of my lack of looking good while doing so. I have rhythm tho :)


More on my dad comming..... he calls me 2 weeks ago and tells me hes comming to visit. I have to work this Saturday! I'm disapointed I won't get to spend as much time as I would've like to with him but meh what ever I'm kinda ick about the whole thing any how not because I don't want to see him just beacuse hes bringing his girlfriend and their dogs and maybe her mom not sure on that one. And the last girlfriend I kinda like but she wasn't very nice to my sister not to her face but behind her back which really bothers me. My sister isn't perfect but none of us are and shes my sister for God sakes! AND I hate pretending to like people when I really don't but my dad is soooo happy with her so I will lie through my teeth to make him smile and be happy. Hes worth it!


This ost was from about a onth ago :)

Busy

It seems like it's been crazy around here of late. I'm not sure why this is but it is. With registation for next year ( I know so early?) this means the monster will be in Kindergarden and my daughter will be in highschool (OMG I'm old) a freshman holy cow where does the time go. I know you all hear this often but REALLY,WHERE DOES IT GO??? I can't belive this I am however proud of my self for not having throuw myself on the floor in a tantrum of her growing up, like I should be able to stop it from happening.

I'm starting to get bored with gym and not really sure what to do about it *shrug* I'm still going so that has to count for some thing right? once I get there I like it and will stay it just seems my body keeps saying NO don't do it you don't need to go to the gym(which is a total and complete lie to myself. But the way I look at it if I keep going I'll make it to 12 weeks I can do it the rest of my life.

want to know if i

want to know if i can send pictures
~be happy~

Ohhh think i figured out

Ohhh think i figured out how to send from mu cell :) eek
~be happy~

On a brighter note

Took moster to the doc today. And what did I find at the docs office but the best looking "real life guy" I have seen in a LONG time. I know its not probably nice of me to say since I'm married and all but srsly hes was hot hot hot. and for all you extra crazies out there. 1 I'm not a cheater 2. just beacuse I'm old and married doesn't mean I can't look at the art work for heaven sakes. 3. I'm not bias I'll point out a hot chick to my hubby too.

Some times boys are so stupid and it makes me mad!!

So I am ashammed (srsly I have never in my adult life been ashammed of my family) to say that my little brother has been cheating on his girlfriend for a while now I haven't talked to him just his girlfriend and shes pissed I would be to. So mad in fact that she threatned to never let him see his daughter again. I think I'm really mad at her for that but alas I'm really mad at my brother but I don't want to be. We have never really gotten in to a fight........... but srsly you can't keep it in your pants? and come to find out it seems like I'm the only one who didn't know. I guess my little brothers dad and stepmom new and even like this slut girl, and my sister knew or at least that is what gf is saying. I guess the sister thing kinda makes since because she would be the one he would tell ( I get mad and she doesn't) so he would go to her and ask or talk about it.
Even better yet slut girl is married and from what I've been told (don't know how true it is) LB (little brother) has been having daughter call new GF "mommy" I am so mad about this (alas I don't know if its true or not) how could you do that to someone. and ps the mom is a really good mom. and how bout this for a thought maybe I need to step back and not really do or say anything I mean really is it my place to say anything? ( although I'd like to rip him a new asshole) I just want to be in this little girls life and want her to know me and want to love her. In the end tbh this girl is to good for my brother, and slut girl, (wife) of the other guy and my little brother ....well lets just say that they deserve each other......

P.S. I know I'm missing caps, and commas and all sorts of good stuff ... sorry I just had to get it off my chest. Thanks

What do you say?

What do you say to the coworkers whos son is in the hospital for the second time for the same thing or to another coworker who has some kind of infection and is in the hospital and what about the friend whos brother passed away?
Really I have never been good at these things. I think some great things in my head but they NEVER come out of my mouth the same way as they did in my head and usually I end up saying some thing that is TOTALLY not right.

blah just put me out of my misery..... please!

If it where Christmas I would say BA HUMBUG and just for the record I'm usually a fairly up beat optimistic person

Today I'm really down I don't know it its PMS or my Fng diet or what but let me tell you...IF i decide to pass on the cookies one more time only to find out that I haven't lost any weight I'm going to SCREAM REALLY LOUD! I lurve carbs and have been good about not eating them don't get me wrong I still have grains just not the cookies and cakes. I even started to go to the gym and am not loosing weight granted I've only gone since last Tuesday and (not weekends) but srsly I'm so over weight that I should be able to breath wrong and it fall off!!!!! 5 years ago I was able to stop drinking pop and lose 10 lbs now I stopped drinking pop stopped eating most of the crap I ate and going to the gym and still haven't lost any weight.. well I lost 1.4 fucking pounds srsly that really bites the big one (yeah and the none swearing isn't going so great today.) And really I know your all going to come back with the same crap the (we're all on the same diet plan)girls from work who are already 200 (OK exaggerating there) pounds lighter than I am not working out and still drinking pop AND STILL LOOSING 10 POUNDS A PIECE IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS are going to tell me that it is good and if I feel better than I should keep doing it (which I am cuz I do like going to the gym its like me time and I love it. They have an aqua class 2 days a week !) but srsly they don't even understand what it mean to be fat and the one girl is super excited to fit in to her "skinny" jean (which I am very truly and sincerely excited for her to cuz I've been there before) but my skinny jeans are about 100 light years from now. I do fell more energetic and do feel better BUT I want to see results. My husband says: "You've only been doing it a week give it some time." To which my reply was simply bawling.. I mean really what else is there.

Were going on a cruise in May and I want to look good more than any thing I don't want to be the girl that everyone goes back and talks to there friends about .. you know the whale that was in a swim suit and beached on the swim deck.

Mommy fail!

SO I am such a good mother that I decided to take next Thursday off of work so I can go to my daughters basket ball game!!! I get off work at 6:30 and her games are usually getting over about then.

SO she is telling me yesterday that there is a game on Saturday and to my dismay I am working on that day so I tell her that I can't make it and am bummed as usual ( I love going to this kind of stuff..... call me a freak if you like.) and I think shes a little bummed too but she doesn't say any thing. I mention to her that I got Thursday off so that I can go to her game and she says cool! My husband pipes up with "are you sure she even has a game on Thursday??" Of course she does shes had a game on all Thursday since she started and whats the difference. To which he replies. "Well you better make sure it would suck to take the day off and her not have a game." So daughter settles it and says I'll go look. comes back and says to me...." not only do we not have a game we don't have school that day either!! OMG I suck lol . She does however have one on Tuesday and the girls at work have arrange it so that I can take that day off!!

dropping off the monster

This morning I dropped my son off at school and every day one of his three teachers meets us at the door they always greet him "Hi monster" and he never answers back till I say to him Monster say hi. To which he replies Hi or good morning I always thought this was a morning thing and that he only did it while I was a round until I had this conversation

Monster and I get out of the car and walk in to the school we are met by teacher # 1

T1 "good morning Monster"

................................

ME: "Monster please say good morning"

Monster "good morning" with a empty look on his face

I then look at the teacher and ask her if he ever says good morning or if he always has to be prompted to respond at which point she tells me he always has to be prompted even by my mother in law after he is picked up from school to tell them good bye??? I then tell his teacher I'm sorry then tell monster that it is rude not to respond to someone who is speaking to you and that he should acknowledge someone when they are talking to him.

I don't know why but this really bothers me. Like I don't have the since or smarts or manners to teach my son not to be polite. Which he is.... he says thank you and ladies first and your welcome although he does still talk with his mouth open (not from my lack of nagging). So I don't know I'm going to talk to him more to night and figure out what is up with the rudeness!!

Friends

Where have all my friends gone? I know this is a weird question and I don't mean any of you reading this I mean friends out side of the computer (or ones that don't live clear across the country). I sometimes feel like I've lost myself in work and home and being a mom and wife and often don't think I fit into the friend category any more :*( why is that? And better yet how do I fix it? and even better yet how do I make new friends? The last friend I made I pretty much stalked, begged, pleaded spent a lot of time trying to befriend and haven't really found I needed or wanted friends until recently I don't know what happened. I often think while I'm at my sons school that it would be so nice to ask one of the ladies if they wanted to go to coffee but Alas I don't drink coffee and wouldn't it be weird if I watched them drink theirs' hmm ,maybe I need to start drinking coffee ??? AND AND AND even more scary what if they said NO omg I'm sure my world would crumble and life as I know it would end and then all the other moms there would just laugh at me ... "psst did you hear that monsters mom thinks shes cool enough to hang out with us MUAHAHAHAHA. Then I also wonder if I would ever fit into there worlds of staying at home when I have a full time job and my house is NEVER clean and my kids are NOT perfect angles. I don't own Uggs or have a mini van and I'm not a size 2 hell I'd love to be a size 7! I'm not on the PTA ohhh whoa is me. I would love to go out with the girls and have a drink and laugh my ass off, go shopping in the mall with out my husband behind me making sure that I know every second we are there that shopping is the bane of his existence. Right now I think some of my problem is not being confident enough in myself to actually have friends I mean that would mean I'd have to leave the house in clothes other than scrubs and I def am worried about some one making beep sounds. (for just once in my life I soooo wanna be the skinny girl!!)

It sometimes amazes me at how different my children are. I think they are both amazing just in different ways.


My son is EXTREMELY out spoken and will let you know AS SOON as he decides he does not like some thing or if he loves it.





My daughter on the other hand will not tell you in words so much, but rather just wear the look on her face lol .








Dinner the other night was fish. I had gotten a marinade for it as well a sort of dill mixture and when I got home that night my husband had dinner all ready. He served them all up and we all tried it








TM: WHAT IS this?





ME: Its fish





TM: I don't' like it





ME: Then don't eat it but I'm not making you something else to eat and no treats






TM: "Fish is NOT good for little kids you should not feed little kids fish" Its ok for you and dad but not for little kids" (by this time my daughter is still eating but shes plugging her nose at the same time and also thinks that it should not be feed to little kids and at the same time not minding for the first time in a while that she fits in to the "little kid" category )





Honey then asks him if hes ever had fish sticks? he assures honey that "no I don't like fish. you should not feed fish to little kids it's not good for them it's ok to feed fish to big kids like you and mom but not to little kids."





The next evening we are having Chinese for dinner and the monster has a crab rangoon and says "what is this? I Like this what is it?





Me: Its a crab ragoon it has crab and cream cheese in it.





Honey : crab is fish you don't like fish remember ?





TM: well I like this fish ( and for the record so does my daughter.)

They make me laugh and some how I can't help but love them both so much my heart feels heavy at times.

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Picture of tree I did not acquire the awesomeness I still have a lot to learn about the camera bare with me.

Took the day off tomorrow so I could go to bingo for books and was excited because I'd have the day to myself and could get some things around the house done! Honey has the day off too. I am soooo bummed I know that's not very nice of me but really I don't get a lot of time to my self the house is full in the morning and everyone is home after I get off work so I was kinda looking forward to getting all sorts of stuff done like the laundry and clean the kitchen and WATCH WHAT EVER I WANT but no now I have to watch what he wants and just BLAH OK done pouting (well not really but) I'll let it go I know it sounds weird but really I get a lot more done when hes not home.

To cold to get the mail

This was written on 1-8-2010

I have decided that its entirely to cold to get the mail. Where I live our mail boxes are not right outside the front door but, in a little cluster down at the end of the street. So my thoughts go to the fact that its crazy to go out there in the cold (yes that's right it's 22 BELOW here) and the mail can only contain one of two things either the bills that need to be paid or the weekly flyer that no one and I mean NO one reads. So like I said before why even bother :) am seriously thinking about moving to Florida and then I only have to worry about getting sent out to the ocean during a hurricane and hey who doesn't like a nice swim. (take it easy I know there nothing to joke about but hey I'm COLD!)



Written on 1-12-2010

On a better note I love what it does to the trees this morning it was warmer here probably about 2o degrees (yes I know a heat wave get out the tanning lotion and flip flops!!) and the trees had a frost over the top of them they are so pretty that way. When driving down the street you catch a glimpse and they look to be little diamonds in the trees they sparkle and shine. So this am on my way to work I took pictures of the trees (I know what a freak.) they were just amazing I will have to down load them and put a few on my blog, hope I caught some of the awesomeness.



So going on this week we have Bingo for Books at my sons school!! I can't wait we do this every year. One of the girls told me she would work for me so I could go EEKKK I'm excited and the silly thing is there not adult books there kids books but the great thing is ALL the kids get one in the end, even if they don't get a bingo(some adults as well) all go home with a book. In years past when my daughter was in elementary at the same school we would go and have a blast. I hope things turn out this fun with the monster too, only thing is I don't know if he can sit still that long lol.



My daughter has Basket ball tryouts today I hope she gets on the team! I don't know if she's been playing as much this year as she did last year (she played really good last year and most important she had a blast!) however she knows alot more and if she doesn't get on the school team she'll play for intermurals which works for me just as well I just hope it works for her.



Husband went back to work yesterday they were sent home today because their boss forgot to order out supplies! All I can say is GGGRRRRR (see no swearing Yay me!) .

Long time no see right!

Yeah really I don't have an excuse so I'll skip it.
I decided this year I'm going to try to write at least once a week. Writing for me is kinda of like going to therapy. So I'm going to do it!! I also want to get better on my grammer and English this year I feel stupid sometimes not remembering where all this crap is supposed to go! The other thing I'm going to do this year (if it kills me and it just may) is quit swearing. I feel not very lady like and would like to go back to my cute (inside AND out :) self and feel like swearing is not cute really my goal is SMEXY ;) but baby steps right lol. OOH one other thing I'm going to READ more well I hope too any way that one may go by the way side but not too much. I think I will be making a TBR pile and adding it to my blog roll so if any of you have any suggestion that would be great! I like just about anything except politics (reading is enjoyable for me and I don't find politics enjoyable more like a serious grownup thing ;p.)
So just a fill in for now have 2 kids yes that hasn't changed also know as The Monster (my four year old son who is totally decribed by his name and baby girl my 13 year old daughter ... still married well (we call him honey around here and every now and then a few other choice words :P haha)... I was when I left the house this am lol.